The palm at the end of the mind, beyond the last thought, rises in the bronze distance. A gold feathered bird sings in the palm, without human meaning, without human feeling, a foreign song. You know then that it is not the reason that makes us happy or unhappy.
The bird sings. Its feathers shine. The palm stands on the edge of space. The wind moves slowly in the branches. The bird's fire-fangled feathers dangle down.

Friday, September 2, 2016

Insomnia at the Solstice

The quicksilver song
of the wood thrush spills
downhill from ancient maples
at the end of the sun's single most
altruistic day. The woods grow dusky
while the bird's song brightens.

Reading to get sleepy... Rabbit
Angstrom knows himself so well,
why isn't he a better man?
I turn out the light and rejoice
in the sound of high summer, and in air
on bare shoulders -- dolce, dolce --
no blanket,  or even a sheet.
A faint glow remains over the lake.

Now come wordless contemplations
on love and death, worry about
money, and the resolve to have the vet
clean the dog's teeth, though
he'll have to anesthetize him.

An easy rain begins, drips off
the edge of the roof, onto the tin
watering can. A vast irritation raises...
I turn and turn, try one pillow, two,
think of people who have no beds.

A car hisses by on wet macadam.
Then another. The room turns
gray by insensible degrees. The thrush
begins again its outpouring of silver
to rich and poor alike, to the just
and the unjust.

The dog's wet nose appears
on the pillow, pressing lightly,   
decorously. He needs to go out.
All right, cleverhead, let's declare 
a new day.
                   Washing up, I say
to the face in the mirror,
"You are still here! How you bored me
all night, and now I'll have
to entertain you all day....."

--Jane Kenyon
           

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