Mid-August,
and the hanging petunias are finally dead. Only the vines survive, wiry
and sick, and soon they will die too, hopefully. Perhaps then it will
be safe.
For
a long time I brought them water from my bath, so if the neighbors
called the police, I could speak into the truth machine and prove I had
not broken any laws. But then someone did call, perhaps Mrs. Bressen, a
patriot, who is such a nice old lady. My snapdragons opened their buds
each morning for weeks afterward.
I
had a café table in the southeast corner of the terrace, facing the
lake, which was once as blue a cornflower, and two lemon-colored garden
chairs, begonias overhead. I was lucky they let me go; in another
neighborhood it might have been different. Hard times need hard
measures.
My
flowering lace. My red bee balm. My exuberant orange marigolds. My
sprightly purple zinnias. My impatiens, my lobelia, my prim rose. My
poor snapdragons, what summoned your strength each morning for one more
push, one last burst of trust?
--Alpay Ulku
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