The palm at the end of the mind, beyond the last thought, rises in the bronze distance. A gold feathered bird sings in the palm, without human meaning, without human feeling, a foreign song. You know then that it is not the reason that makes us happy or unhappy.
The bird sings. Its feathers shine. The palm stands on the edge of space. The wind moves slowly in the branches. The bird's fire-fangled feathers dangle down.

Sunday, May 16, 2021

One Tree

They wanted to tear down the tulip tree, our neighbors, last year. 

It throws a shadow over their vegetable patch, the only tree in our backyard. 

We said no. 

Now they’ve hired someone to chainsaw an arm—the crux on our side of the fence—and my wife, in tousled hair and morning sweat, marches to stop the carnage, mid-limb. 

It reminds her of her childhood home, a shady place to hide. She recites her litany of no, returns. 

Minutes later, the neighbors emerge. The worker points to our unblinded window. 

I want to say, it’s not me, slide out of view behind a wall of cupboards, ominous breakfast table, steam of tea, our two young daughters now alone. I want no trouble. 

Must I fight for my wife’s desire for yellow blooms when my neighbors’ tomatoes will stunt and blight in shade? 

Always the same story: two people, one tree, not enough land or light or love. Like the baby brought to Solomon, someone must give. 

Dear neighbor, it’s not me. Bloom-shadowed, light-deprived, they lower the chainsaw again.  

--Philip Metres

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