The palm at the end of the mind, beyond the last thought, rises in the bronze distance. A gold feathered bird sings in the palm, without human meaning, without human feeling, a foreign song. You know then that it is not the reason that makes us happy or unhappy.
The bird sings. Its feathers shine. The palm stands on the edge of space. The wind moves slowly in the branches. The bird's fire-fangled feathers dangle down.

Thursday, February 10, 2022

Inspiration Point

                  Pacific Palisades

We’d stare at horses at Will Rogers Park, then hikethe Loop Trail to Inspiration Point, &I’d lag back to be a kid. Alone. & under that aloofness—hidvengeance. A rusty burr or two in my left sneaker. & under that—anxiety. The salt dripping through chaparral brows, into my brown lashes. &under that—rage. A perfectly purple shell some kid favored & lost.& under that—hope. The pounded ground. & under that—a vastclearing on the cosmos, also called InspirationPoint. A gorgeous, inner hilltop

with a curious figure taking in the Pacific view. Breathing chicory & chamise. Naming every wind-boarder near Catalina Island. That high-noon, far-sighted figure—seemeda bit burnt, but warm. A bit divine. But—sometimes—I didn’t find that figure wow-ing at a thing no one had ever seen—at a new bird better than a phoenix. (There’s something better than a phoenix!) Sometimes, my hand stretched towards some nether newcreation & I was the figure who named it.

--Jennifer Jean

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